While I was walking around like a zombie I cried out to God. He answered in a most peculiar way. I started attending the Boston church of Christ, they were a very strict and demanding church that believed in the power of our self instead of the power of god. I was in the church for almost 2 years but suffered greatly because I couldn't stop masturbating. Not long after I met my wife. We met over a telephone date line. We talked for almost 2 weeks before we met and i knew she was the one that i knew I'd marry.